Monday, January 5, 2009

Kelsy told me i should update...

Everyone is doing blogs about 2008 ....
So this year was umm... yeah.. not the best. I got robbed, had to quit the job i really liked, had/still have paranoia and anxiety problems, had 2 aunts die, and went through like, 6 months of hell at a job i hated... reached the fattest point i've ever been.. .. also all this year i was... not in college. SUCK. so anyways.. now it's 2009. I have a safe job that doesn't suck TOO bad.. still have mental issues but that's okay... and i don't have any family members in jeopardy of dying but.. that doesn't always mean anything... ANYWAYS...
so for 2009 i plan on hopefully choosing something to major in... of course spring semesters are already starting so i'll have to look forward to going somewhere for the Fall Semester. or so i hope.. i did want to go to Ukraine but that's looking like it's NOT going to be a possibility at this time.. which SUCKS. 4th time that door has closed in my face. REALLY. anyways... yeah.
so i guess i have 3 new year resolutions... kinda.. 1.) find something to go back to school for... 2.) i seriously need to read my bible and pray.... it's like calling someone your best friend that you were friends with years ago but you have only been like, aquaintances for the last 3 years... acquaintances... ? i can't spell. anyways.. yeah. and then 3.) to lose like, 10 thousand pounds!! i've lost about 15 since working at Dillards.. b/c i have to walk allll day long pretty much. and then now i have started doing some excercises in the morning.. and then i am also going to try and start changing little things in my diet.... little things are best.. you can hold on to them easier!
so yeah.. that's basically my life at the moment...
i'm listening to David Cook right now... :)
"you teach me to rise up.. to open my eyes up... all these heroes come and go.. but you're still standing"... i don't think he meant for that to have any spiritual meaning but... i like it!
okay, thanks for reading...

2 comments:

Kristi said...

Deciding what you want to be when you grow up is hard. I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Seriously!

Hang in there! Your year has been rough. It gets better---I promise!!!

FHL_Always said...

Yay! You updated! haha

I'm sorry your 2008 was bad...hopefully 2009 will be your best year yet!!

I sometimes feel like that with God too...like we're acquaintances. I thought I knew when it started like that - I thought that it was when I was asking for an answer to what I should major in -- but I think it came later. Hmmmmph I don't know. But I know I'm with ya...I definitely need to start reading my bible, period. I haven't in so long! :(

Talk to you later!