Saturday, September 27, 2008

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

So the other day i was driving in my car and this Relient K song came on the radio. I already knew it of course b/c i'm a huge Relient K fan but... this song has never been very applicable to my life but when i heard it the other day i really connected with it. It pretty much expresses my life at the moment. So i thought i'd share the lyrics! Love them...
I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific end
You might think i'm losing my mind
but i will shy away from the specifics
cause i don't want you to know where i am
cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been
this is no place to try and live my life
stop right there! that's exactly where i lost it
see that line? where i never should have crossed it
stop right there! where i never should've said that
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back
i'm sorry for the person i became
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to make sure i never become that way again
cause who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been
i talk to absolutely no one
couldn't keep to myself enough
and the things bottled inside
have finally begun to create so much pressure
that i'll soon blow up and
i heard the reverberating footsteps
syncing up to the beating of my heart
and i was positive that unless i got myself together
i would watch me fall apart
and i can't let that happen again
cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been
this is no place to try and live my life
stop right there- that's exactly where i lost it
see that line? i never should have crossed it
stop right there- i never should've said that
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back
stop right there! that's exactly where i lost it!
see that line? well, i never should have crossed it
stop right there! well, i never should've said that
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back
i'm sorry for the person i became
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to make sure i never become that way again
cause who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been
and who i am will take the second chance you gave me
who i am hates who i've been
cause who i've been only ever made me
so sorry for the person i became
so sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to make sure i never become that way again
cause who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been

1 comment:

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