Saturday, September 27, 2008

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

So the other day i was driving in my car and this Relient K song came on the radio. I already knew it of course b/c i'm a huge Relient K fan but... this song has never been very applicable to my life but when i heard it the other day i really connected with it. It pretty much expresses my life at the moment. So i thought i'd share the lyrics! Love them...
I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific end
You might think i'm losing my mind
but i will shy away from the specifics
cause i don't want you to know where i am
cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been
this is no place to try and live my life
stop right there! that's exactly where i lost it
see that line? where i never should have crossed it
stop right there! where i never should've said that
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back
i'm sorry for the person i became
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to make sure i never become that way again
cause who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been
i talk to absolutely no one
couldn't keep to myself enough
and the things bottled inside
have finally begun to create so much pressure
that i'll soon blow up and
i heard the reverberating footsteps
syncing up to the beating of my heart
and i was positive that unless i got myself together
i would watch me fall apart
and i can't let that happen again
cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been
this is no place to try and live my life
stop right there- that's exactly where i lost it
see that line? i never should have crossed it
stop right there- i never should've said that
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back
stop right there! that's exactly where i lost it!
see that line? well, i never should have crossed it
stop right there! well, i never should've said that
it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back
i'm sorry for the person i became
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to make sure i never become that way again
cause who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been
and who i am will take the second chance you gave me
who i am hates who i've been
cause who i've been only ever made me
so sorry for the person i became
so sorry that it took so long for me to change
i'm ready to make sure i never become that way again
cause who i am hates who i've been
who i am hates who i've been

Friday, September 19, 2008

HELLO CLARESE....


SO.. i have a blog now. :)

a blogspot blog that is..

b/c xanga is dead.

who has blogspot???

i'm gonna have to find out.

i know kelsy does.


yay blogs! i love blogs. b/c i like to type really long random randomnesses that sometimes have to do with something and sometimes don't.. i just like to type... my goal is to have carpel tunnel by the time i'm 33 and a half. :)


i've bought 4 magazines in the past... 5 days? VOGUE, ELLE (Accessories issue..).. AP (Underoath was on the cover...) and HM (Underoath was on the cover...)


Underoath is fronted by Spencer Chamberlain. Spencer Chamberlain has long brown hair, screams, and um... has a cute face!
aww... i like Spencer Chamberlain. ;)
so yeah... that's about all i have for now...
bye!